On return from Massachusetts: New puppy, new housemate, black gold, son Colin’s year-long transformation

I started telling puppy Shadow

on our two-day drive back from the east coast all about the new puppy, a rescued. year-old Rat Terrier, renamed  “Hank” by housemate Dan. Not only had I yet to meet him (and yes, we hope he takes to hunting down rats), but I knew Shadow would be deeply traumatized to walk into his domain to confront a strange dog guarding the door.

And that’s exactly what happened. Hank barked like crazy, and Shadow looked stunned, and instantly depressed. In fact, for the next 24 hours, he moped around, and refused Dan’s attentions. I guess he figured it was Dan’s fault that this little pistol of nervous energy had invaded his world?

Then yesterday, Shadow actually, quietly, slowly, went up to Hank and touched noses with him. Now it was Hank’s turn to look stunned, and glad! From there the two proceeded, in a slow, methodical manner, to turn toe to tail and sniff each other’s assholes.

Okay! All’s right with the world!

Poor Alex! Our new housemate,

whom Dan and I and our other podmates had all met at the Community Dinner before Thanksgiving, had not been informed about the new puppy before she moved in.

On the same day! Oops! Nobody even thought to tell her! And she’s never lived with animals before! But she’s okay with it, even though Hank has peed once on her bedroom floor. Yes, not quite trained when he arrived . . .

Meanwhile, Dan had forgotten to check our two worm farms while I was gone. So I did it, and discovered gobs of thick black goo, black gold really, which I placed around a few lucky plants outside.

On Saturday, son Colin and I went to brunch at Scenic View Restaurant, our regular spot. This meeting was also to commemorate the first year’s anniversary of his total life change. Starting December 1, 2016, he and his girlfriend split up, after seven years. Exactly at the same time, he decided to renew his relationship with his own body. And to that end, has been working on all levels to bring himself back to the person he was as a young man. To date, he’s released 60 pounds, and has, he says, about ten more to go. His transformation has taken place due to intense physical exercise (the gym every day, plus biking), and a total change of diet (way more fresh, organic produce, no more sugar or white flour), and something that I had never heard of before, “intermittent fasting,” whereby you eat only two meals a day, leaving 16 to 18 hours between two of them. His entire regime is working like a charm, and as I told him, I am so glad that he finally began to reverse the course he had inadvertently set himself on. For the last few years I’ve been concerned that he might die before me, his mother. That concern has vanished.

Before and after shots, both taken at The View!

The before shot, from about 18 months ago, has him in his baby picture tee-shirt.

Here’s the man he is remembering himself to be! We are both very pleased.


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Three strong stories: Trump as Houdini, Deep State in tatters?, and the ultimate “suicide machine.”

As I scan the internet, I sometimes run across pieces that make me either chuckle or nod my head in stunned agreement. Here are three such.

This definitely drew a chuckle. To think one can confine wild man Trump (Sun conjunct unpredictable Uranus in Gemini opposite Full Moon in Sagittarius) is hilarious. On the other hand, we can witness this kind of archetypal conflict as the two polarized ways of being on 3D earth: Centralized Control vs. — what? Every man for himself? Decentralized chaos and/or opensource networking? A bit of both, it seems.

Trump Holding Secret Evening Meetings With Aides to Evade Kelly’s West Wing Clampdown

In any case, Trump, with his “social media” savvy, does seem to be well on his way to heaving the wrecking ball into the ever-expanding static, unelected, bureaucratic state (Deep State, Dark State, Shadow Government) that sits like a humungous broody hen, laying toxic eggs.

Speaking of which: Truth Bombs and the Power of the Internet, or:

Deep State Collapsing, CIA Being Defanged, Shadow Government Defeat Inevitable

Well, maybe. If you’re like me, you’ll keep a wary, detached eye upon the ugly, unsustainable mess we’ve created with our hunger for more and more “stuff” as we work to bring another, viable future into play. For me, it’s this blog and Green Acres Village and Urban Farm. And then, when I’m done, I’m done!

It’s interesting how the idea of deciding when to leave this plane is now coming into public awareness. I’ve known that this is what I will do for decades, and mostly likely, I won’t wait until I’m thoroughly parasitic on those around me. Rather, I’d like to go out consciously, with ceremony, and please, do NOT call it “suicide,” with its connotation of sin, failure or crime.

My own choice, at least at this point, is to reinvigorate my tendency, when young, to have out-of-body experiences, and thus at some point, to let those I love know that this day will be the one in which I let go, while sitting or lying in a meditative state.

Why wouldn’t I take advantage of SARCO (see below)? (Strange name; feels evil, somehow. Why? Oh wait! The name echoes “sarcophagus”). Because, just as I chose natural childbirth for my two children, I also want to move through the ultimate bodily experience we call “death” consciously, rather than just shut myself down like a light switch.

Zerohedge gave this idea an alarmist title.

3D-Printed Suicide-Machine Ushters in a Silent Genocide

Alternet chose a different title — and story. Google “Sarco suicide”:  Lots of MSM and alt-media have picked this news up and slanted it according to their bias and/or fear. It is an idea whose time has come, now that my generation, the Me Generation with Pluto in Leo (born 1938-1958) — those of us who do remain consciously aware, still alive to our inner needs while choosing always to “do our thing”and “express ourselves fully” — begin to face the inevitable end of corporeal life.

High-Tech Suicide Machine Makes Death a Painless, Peaceful, Optimal Way to Go

Love the “lift-off” angle to the Sarco. And that it can be reused. YES! But I still want to perform the finale to this embodied life naturally, the way animals and some eastern monks do.

Hmmm. I wonder why I chose to put these three stories together. Not sure. But each one kind of forces a strong about-face, or maybe a kind of dizzying kaleidoscopic whirl, with so-called 3-D “reality” setting in differently once absorbed.


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December 3, 2017: Mercury turns to go retrograde exactly eight hours and eleven minutes prior to this year’s only Super Full Moon

I find the timing that links these two phenomena very interesting — as well as the geometrical aspects each are forming and the links between them.

Most interesting, to me, born on December 19 with the Sun at 27°00 Sagittarius conjunct the Galactic Center, is that Mercury turns to go retrograde on the final degree of Sagittarius, 29°18, and does so nearly exactly conjunct Saturn at 28°02 Sagittarius. Serious (Saturn) thinking (Mercury) required during the next three weeks during which Mercury is traveling back over ground we already thought we had completed; we are tasked with figuring out how we do and or will personally discover/invent larger meaning (Sagittarius) in a world gone mad.

This task, of creating significance, of invoking and appreciating a purposeful world, is both buttressed and harmonized by the wildness of this era, signified by unpredictable Uranus at 24°57 of headstrong Aries, itself conjunct Eris, the Goddess of Discontent, at 22°53 Aries.. And, guess what!  These two are both directly opposite impulsive, courageous Mars at 26° of justice-seeking Libra. The constant, and seemingly accelerating movement of the #MeToo hashtag, women outing sexual predators, finds ready symbolism here.

The good news? This Uranus/Eris/Mars opposition happens to be in a harmonious trine (120°)/sextile (60°) configuration with the Mercury/Saturn conjunction just as Mercury turns to go retrograde. Serious thinking, especially about relationships, and how they evolve, change, break up and breakthrough; noticing and righting male/female power imbalances, even, I might add, within one’s own self. For example, my body is female, but most of my life my brain has been on left-brain (male) overdrive, clashing two aspects of my own being. Ever since Descartes, for whom “I think, therefore I am,” academic philosophers have pondered “the problem of the mind/body split.” Yep! That’s me! And I’ve worked for decades to bring these two parts into balance.

Then, only ten hours after Mercury turns to go retrograde, we enjoy the year’s only Super Full Moon, occurring when the Moon reaches its perigee, closest to Earth, again featuring philosophical, truth and meaning seeking Sagittarius, with its opposite, Gemini Moon. Sun in Sagittarius versus, and/or complemented by, Super Moon in Gemini. Gathering facts, points, dots (Gemini) to discover/create patterns of significance (Sagittarius) among them.

And this Sag/Gemini Super Moon also happens to enjoy/endure a very powerful and EXACT! T-cross: subtle Neptune, via two 90° frictional squares that bifurcate the 180° opposition, floats through dreamy, formless Pisces, where deception, dreams, and spirituality mingle, and it’s hard (impossible?) to tell which is which and what, if anything, is real. Yes, here we are, seeking more and more facts (Gemini), to discover our larger (Sagittarian) vision, our perspective or worldview, but it’s hard, so hard, when everything seems to just smear together (Pisces), melt into a fluidic state where nothing is as it seems and all who wander are lost.

From now and for the next three weeks, until December 22, when Mercury turns again, at 13° Sagittarius, to go direct, we are tasked with thinking deeply about our own overall, uniquely personal world-view, the philosophical stance from which we see everything; and, I would say, in this process we are asked to include the subtle, invisible realms of Neptune into our 3D reality. Better yet, let us utilize this extraordinary time to tune into our own multidimensionality, so that we can begin to move easily between the 3D literal material world of scarcity and linear causality, and the imagination, which invokes the expansive   5D world of infinite, generous, abundant presence, where synchronicities abound and everything rises and falls together in an ocean of Love.

The full retrograde period won’t actually end until Mercury, going forward once again from December 22 on, crosses back over the point where it started its retrograde period which is, remember, at the final degree of Sagittarius, now conjunct Saturn.

Saturn will leave Sagittarius, where it has been for 2.5 years, for Capricorn, on December 20, one day prior to the Winter Solstice. Mercury will not cross back over 29° Sagittarius until January 11, 2018.

So yes, deep and continuous thought required during this finale of 2017, and on into the new year. Not to decide, once and for all, what is Truth (Sagittarius), what not (for Neptune assures us that is impossible); instead, we ask: how am I going to take my stand, what is my point-of-view, the “point” from which I “view” the entire panoply, both within and without. Let us learn how to engage all that swims into view, both within and around us, claiming to be “truth,” but actually mere tiny glimpses into the eternal mysterious divine dance of Neptune’s Big Love.



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Alt-Epistemology 101, contextualized: Body Language, Face Reading, Transhumanism

In this new era of “infowars,” when we have absolutely no idea whether or not any so-called “factual information” is real, whether from mainstream OR alternative sources; in this era when we are continuously being played by all sorts of agendas trying to control our minds with words — including our own “wishful thinking” about who WE really are — I notice that I find myself seeking other forms of “checking” out behavior of those who assume that we think they are telling the truth, or, that they are at least being “credible.” (What an awful word! Credible = believable. Not truth, but belief is the end goal. Huh?)

Given my growing confusion, a few months ago I started watching Bombard’s Body Language, her saucy and often hilarious “takes” on people in the news. For example:

Then, on my return from Massachusetts a few days ago, I found myself guided to two other ways of chewing on “truth,” both of which I’m still in the initial stages of grokking. These are Face Reading with Dr. Peter Reznick:

— and weirder, but who knows? Are some humans actually androids? And if so, what does that imply?

Welcome to the post-post-modern world! BTW: in Massachusetts my grandson Drew turned me on to Black Mirror, a Netflix series. Each episode is one of a kind. Characters don’t return for other episodes. Each episode portrays a possible real world scenario. “This sci-fi anthology series explores a twisted, high-tech near-future where humanity’s greatest innovations and darkest instincts collide.”

Though I’m hooked on many of Netflix original series, I wonder about the Netflix agenda as well.

And I find it interesting that while 14-year-old Drew, who plays complex strategic games onscreen with all his friends everyday, nearly all day, and seems utterly impervious to the dark side of tech — or to the continuous virtual violence and death that attends his games — also gave me a very worried look when he heard about the latest North Korean missile into the Pacific Ocean.

We can’t be too careful, too discerning. Life on Earth is becoming very very wild, and not in the way Mother Nature intended — fully, wildly, powerfully expressive and interconnected at the deepest levels; instead, it appears that our obsessive focus on technology has warped us all into easy prey for the transhumanist agenda.

Here’s an article I might want to get my warped, robotic hands around:

Transhumanism and the Dialectics of Progressivism



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My Dinner with Andre’s predictions for the future is NOW

As I prepare to begin, yet again, to step upon the train of this blog that travels into the unknown at apparently light speed, I want to pause and remember: Where we came from, where we are going? I see our tiny, pulsating Green Acres Village and Urban Farm as one of countless, barely visible “centers of light” predicted in this astonishing 1981 movie, My Dinner with Andre. And I see this blog as one of thousands of sensitive barometers of the atmospheric shifts that we are all undergoing, whether or not we know it, to a possible multidimensional future of which we do catch glimpses. The secret: keep focusing on what’s right with the world, rather than what’s wrong. Get and stay connected; and above all, remain in gratitude for the mysterious silent, ubiquitous Presence that sows endless synchronisities into the willing palms of those who practice awareness of the divine Love that fills and fuels creation.

Notice of this video thanks to Amy at Oakwood Center, another, and nearby, Center of Light in a massively confusing, discordant era when suffering humanity, in concert with the wisdom of Mother Earth and all her relations, will either birth a new era or die trying.

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INTERIM REPORT! Back in full on Friday or Saturday.

Just in case you noticed: all my sites were down for awhile, due to the fact that I am changing “hosting.” This site is supposedly back up in full, though that will become clearer as time goes on.

Meanwhile, I have a few photos for you:

The first showing puppy Shadow, as we arrived in Acton Massachusetts after  driving from Syracuse for somewhere between 7 and 8 hours. The day before, we drove 13 hours from Bloomington to Syracuse. And he was exceptionally good, the entire time. YES!

Next, several shots from three day whirlwind train trip to NYC with granddaughter Kiera. We were able to spend two of those days with JK Canepa, my new soul sister and roommate on the Siberian trip last summer, and four intense hours with Fred Kolo, whom I have known since I was 5 years old. Both JK and Fred were born within sixty days of me, and the two of them have been in New York City since 1964 and 1965 respectively. Most of our time was spent in their home turfs, the East and West Village areas of the city, learning about and touring some of the wonderful, all-volunteer community gardens from JK; and about the egos, complexities, and vagaries of the theater, television, and film set design world from Fred. Much to ponder for 17-year-old Kiera, who is interested in design of some kind as she moves forward in life.

This shot shows just one panel from the hundreds of fun and inventive street art displays on our community garden tour.

Here are two pieces of extraordinary street art:

JK, in her sweet little medicinal herb garden in the East Village. (The next day she lugged 200 pounds of soil into her site from not sure where. Was going to use her handcart, but ended up taking an Uber to get it there.)

Aside from these bits from NYC, I decided not to blog on or about this family visit to my older son Sean.

More soon.

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Trump is GEOTUS? Chew on this post.

I just barely skimmed through this endless, utterly fascinating compilation. No work of fiction could possibly match the twisting complexity and layering of what may be the FAKERY that appears to have gone down between Queen Clinton and Co. and the rest of us deplorables. 

P.S. Notice how, no matter what the MSM/DNC, etc. throws at him, Trump just ploughs on through, using their hatred and scorn as fuel, seeming to grow more and more sure of himself — and thus less and less in need of bloviating exaggeration — by the day? 

Oh I know I know. Some of his policies make me cringe. For example, he has absolutely no comprehension and/or regard for the fact that we live on a living, conscious, finite planetary being. That Earth’s blood and bones and skin are being punctured, extracted, mined, polluted by a predatory winner-take-all capitalistic economic system that feeds and feeds until it kills its host. That even if we manage to “lift off” the planet and go elsewhere, it’s doubtful we could do it in a timely manner so as not to go extinct with all the other Earthling species.

Even so, Trump IS the right man for NOW, given the enormous, impossible task of crashing the systemically corrupt system and pulling the plug on evil.



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November 2017: When we begin to “believe six impossible things before breakfast”

4Chan’s Swamp down the rabbit hole jpeg

Click on the chart to see details. As Kauilapele says, it seems about right to him, and to me, two of the thousands of citizen investigators who have been scurrying down multiple rabbit holes for years now.

Meanwhile, two current articles on SOTN speak to me:

GEORGE SOROS: The Back Story No One Talks About

P.S. Soros appears on level two of the four-tiered rabbit hole jpeg chart noted above. In other words, according to this chart Soros is not a controller, but a high level puppet.

Screenshot of a tiny piece of the above mentioned jpeg that we all need to see the whole of!

Hey, and this may be the time to remind us all of the wikileaks tweet:

And this tweet happens to be a great lead-in for the next post that speaks to me.

November 2017: The Month When All Hell Breaks Loose

Focusing a wide-angled lens on what has been taking place geopolitically since the American Eclipse back on September 21, the article concludes in a manner that echoes my original view, based on astrology and intuition, of Trump, Putin, and the relationship between them, way back in late 2016 (see this, and this, and then continuing in the first half of 2017 (see this and this). 

Oh, and see my original astrological assessment of Putin, back in 2014 (this).

Here is the conclusion to the above article:

It’s no quirk of fate or miracle that Donald Trump was elected POTUS in 2016.  Nor is it just a fortuitous coincidence that Vladimir Putin is President of the Russian Federation during these apocalyptic times.  Both of these men had a date with destiny.  And they both showed up right on time.

What the world is about to witness is just how serious that date with destiny really is.  For each of these two leaders has been chosen to usher the world community of nations through the proverbial eye of the needle.  That can only be done by an individual(s) who has the right stuff.  The challenges are far too great and far too many to be managed by lesser men.

Trump & Putin Subvert Deep State Snoops by Conducting Stealth Diplomacy On The Sidelines Of APEC Summit (Photo Says It All!)

Just as Putin has shown his countrymen what love of country really looks like, Trump has shown his fellow Americans how to speak truth to power.  Each has served as a stellar example of what can be done when one takes back their power and stands in their own truth.  Trump has also breathed new meaning into the notion of being patriotic.  He knows that when the populace will no longer serve their country out of patriotism, the United States will cease to exist.

This is why everything is about to change—BIG time!  “The New Atlantis” is very much an unfinished project, and it can only be completed by those of like mind. THE NEW ATLANTIS: Master Plan Of The Ages  Not only do Presidents Trump and Putin have similar vision (and mindsets), they were divinely selected to lead their respective nations during this critical period in human history.


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“Stranger Things” prepping Americans for MK Ultra truth?

Just as the popular, deeply cynical Netflix House of Cards collapses, now another reality-based Netflix series takes the stage. Which makes me wonder, just who is responsible for Netflix programming? And what is the purpose?

Thanks to a tip from my young millenial housemate Dan, I’ve been watching “Stranger Things” — a new Netflix series that he says is all the rage with his friends.  I notice that the series does makes him pay closer attention when I mention MK Ultra and its various implications. Having watched the first five episodes now, I would say that this series does echo my own understanding of MK Ultra, mind control, trauma-based conditioning of children to become sex slaves and other types of Manchurian candidates for the CIA, etc. Though some of the “monster” stuff in the series may be disinfo, the general lay of the land is, I would say, basically on target.

For more, much more, on the disgustingly nefarious  military/pharmaceutical/psychiatric collusion within the Deep State, see the enormous section called “Mind Control” on Fred Burks wanttoknow.info website.

Once again, I repeat that I first became aware of this ghastly reality in the mid-’90s via Kathy O’Brien’s book, Tranceformation of America. Full contents of this book archived here:

Full text of TRANCEformation of America 

Another MK ULtra victim, Brice Taylor, broke through her programming to speak up, calling her book Thanks for the Memories. (I printed out the full pdf version of this book a few years ago, but can no longer find it on the internet.)

The cover is itself instructive:

Here’s a short video:

Abbie Martin interviews Roseanne Barr:

Finally, here’s a post I just noticed yesterday on sott.net

Project MK Ultra and Dr. Ewen Cameron “stole my mother away from me”

‘They stole my mother from me. They used her as a human guinea pig. They stripped her of her emotions’

Eyes wide open yet?

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What Is AFRICOM? And why does it matter?

For weeks now, I’ve been saving posts  about “our” vastly expanded military presence in Africa. Today I publish them all. 

BTW: to see the sacred vesica pisces — universal symbol of the divine feminine — co-opted by the U.S. military sickens me. Just as I was sickened to see the goddess ISIS rebranded by mercenaries trained and outfitted by America.

First, what IS Africom?

From wikipedia:

Zero Hedge: Mission Creep in Darkest Africa


The British Empire, which at the end of the 19th century ruled one quarter of the earth’s land surface, is long gone. But its robust successor and heir, the United States, has set about enlarging it.

As I sought to explain in my last book ‘American Raj – How the US Rules the Muslim World,’ the US imperium exerts its power by controlling tame, compliant regimes around the world and their economies. They are called ‘allies’ but, in fact, should be more accurately termed satrapies or vassal states. Many states are happy to be prosperous US vassals, others less so.

The US power system has successfully dominated much of the world, except of course for great powers China, Russia and India. Germany and much of Western Europe remains in thrall to post WWII US power. The same applies to Canada, Latin America, Australia, and parts of SE Asia.

There is one part of the globe that has remained free from heavy US influence since 1945, sub-Saharan Africa. But this fact is clearly changing as the US military expands its operations the width and breadth of the Dark Continent.

. . . .

Almost unnoticed, US Special Forces – our version of the Legion – have been slipping into Africa, the newest and most exciting market for the Pentagon.

Creation of the new US Africa Command in 2007, with headquarters in Germany, was discreet but it signaled active US military and geopolitical interest in resource-rich Africa, a key target of Chinese interest. No one in Washington seems to know how many US troops operate in Africa, but it’s at least 12,000 not counting mercenary contractors and CIA units. There was consternation in Congress when these facts emerged last week.

Nick Turse: The U.S. military is conducting secret missions all over Africa


U.S. troops are now conducting 3,500 exercises, programs, and engagements per year, an average of nearly 10 missions per day, on the African continent, according to the U.S. military’s top commander for Africa, General Thomas Waldhauser. The latest numbers, which the Pentagon confirmed to VICE News, represent a dramatic increase in U.S. military activity throughout Africa in the past decade, and the latest signal of America’s deepening and complicated ties on the continent.

Every day, 5,000 to 6,000 U.S. personnel are deployed across the African continent.

. . . .

These near-constant training exercises, missions, and activities with troops from Benin and Burkina Faso, Cameroon and Chad, Gabon and Guinea Bissau, not to mention Mali, Nigeria, Senegal, the Seychelles, Sierra Leone, Togo and Uganda, among other nations, remain largely unknown to most Americans. So is the string of U.S. bases and outposts stretching from Djiboutito Tunisia, Cameroon to Kenya, Ghana to Niger.

Ron Paul Reminds Americans, the U.S. Military is Occupying 53 of 54 African nations


While many Americans are aware that the United States is at war in countries such as Iraq, Syria and Afghanistan because of the media attention given to those conflicts, the news that four U.S. soldiers were killed in Niger came as a surprise that left some asking the question, “Since when is the U.S. at War with Africa?”

And finally, if you haven’t yet got the message, if you haven’t yet paid attention to just what is occurring beyond our borders in one largely unnoticed part of the world, check this out. Wake up. It’s time.

Sott.net: Americans love perpetual wars

My original notes on the above post: “The author knows how to do an overview, by looking in two directions, towards what empire is doing, and towards Americans who don’t realize what empire is doing, because they passively take in the propaganda spewed by the MSM.”

Please read the entire article.

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