I had trouble accepting David Wilcock’s perspective that it truly was OBL killed in the recent Navy Seal raid. I much preferred the channel Mathew’s perspective, and the many others who claim that he died earlier, and apparently over and over again, ever since December 2001, whether via disease or murder.
I had trouble with Wilcock’s perepective not so much because I had a vested interested in thinking OBL died long ago (though I did), but because the longer story David told in its entirety seemed contrived.
And, I reflected, it’s not only David who tries to fit inherently messy and infinitely complex reality into some inherently limited cognitive framework. We all do. That’s what 3-D frameworks are for; they pretend to bring order to chaos, to bring an opening, self-emergent system to a sudden, artificial close. Why? So that we can “have closure.” So that we can rest assured. So that we can stand upon that “truth” as one more rung up Jacob’s Ladder.
Given the level of controversy over “what really happened,” the OBL story, more than most, seems tailor-made to confound the 3-D framework that requires one single story-line be “true.”
To me, more and more, I think that this “is OBL dead or alive; and if dead, then when” drama, in all its smoldering, maddening mystery, when fully embraced, operates as a portal to a vastly larger dimension, one in which there are many Bin Laden’s, all the same one, but living through as many time-lines as we care to “make up as we go along.” In fact, during those rare times when I feel myself expand internally into the vastness, then each point I focus on, i.e., each teensy-tiny nanosecond, when plumbed to its steadily beating heart, opens the door to an infinite number of time-lines celebrating the eternal fecundity of Being.
My dear, late husband used to remind me, whenever I got too intense, “Remember Ann, we’re making it all up!” He would say that, either solemnly or grinning, and it drove me crazy. I thought he was making fun of me, my overweening need to know, to be right, to control, if not the whole world, then at least the one around me.
Times have changed. I’ve relaxed my grip. Thanks, Jeff!
At this point, I not only rest in uncertainty, I’m beginning to revel in it. Or, I should say, least that part of me does which views from afar, as if on a wide wide plain, the tiny dot that any particular mystery represents.
Meanwhile, David Wilcock weighs in again. I very much appreciate his remarks on Obama, the need to release judgment rather than playing into the hands of the cabal.
Thanks to Steve Beckow.
SECOND UPDATE, SUNDAY MORNING: KEEP THINGS IN PERSPECTIVE
May 8, 2011
Many readers are sending in comments regarding the Bin Laden issue and believe I have been lied to. There have been well over 250 total comments by the time I am writing this.
I cannot go into all the details of why the sources I work with have passed multiple tests of credibility and trustworthiness. To release those details would compromise our safety. Nor do I have the time to “rewrite the whole book” every time I publish a new article, and reveal all the intricacies of what I can say — and have said before.
The risks I take are very palpable. This is not a movie. It’s not a video game. And it’s definitely not my imagination. These are real people, working real jobs, who have rigorously proved their bonafides and are now leaking highly sensitive information.
They have been proven correct on many, many occasions — revealing hidden things that became openly true and provable later on. I have weeded through dozens of leads to affiliate with the people I trust the most.
I have also rigorously maintained contact with my Higher Self through dreams on a daily basis — ever since I stopped using any and all mind-altering chemicals as of September 21, 1992.
This day-by-day contact with my own soul is absolutely critical in terms of prioritizing how I use my time, who I talk to, what I focus on and who I am willing to believe — or at least consider the possibility that they might be telling me the truth.
There have been many hundreds of occasions where dreams tip me off about something I was not able to see in my waking mind — at least not fast enough to have avoided suffering, distraction or other upsets.
MAKE UP YOUR OWN MIND
Mentioning what I heard about the Bin Laden issue was about as edgy as I ever get in terms of what I am willing to ‘leak’. I released a good part of this insider’s tale because I felt it made a positive contribution to the dialogue on this issue.
It was also a fascinatingly different perspective than everything else out there. That alone makes it interesting and worth mentioning.
If what I heard is indeed true, then the news is very encouraging — and even if I had heard nothing, I believe this announcement is a foreshadowing of much bigger and much more positive developments.
Charged emotions can create so much static that the deeper messages that arise from the whispers of the soul can be completely blotted out. I highly recommend maintaining a mindfulness practice and not letting yourself get rattled by anything you see or experience.
THE EGO MUST COLLAPSE
In this world your mind is presented with conflicting information constantly. No matter how far you go or how hard you work to seek the truth, you can never really be sure of anything. The ego wants to stay in control, but this is a complete illusion.
I do believe there is a truth you can find within your heart. A truth where we are all One, where the universe is built of loving energy, and where all negativity, violence, condescension, sarcasm and fear-mongering must eventually crumble to dust.
You may be too wounded to let yourself believe this is all moving in a positive direction — but more and more people are getting it, and I’m doing my best to help document the ways in which I see this happening.
ANOTHER WAY OF LOOKING AT IT
I cannot be sure that my sources are telling me the truth. Nor can anyone be sure that all the rumors of Bin Laden’s death were true.
Every permutation of “Bin Laden Died a Long Time Ago” information has now been repeatedly offered in the comments section. Bombed in December 2001. Kidney failure in 02 or 03. Benazir Bhutto’s BBC interview. Steve Pieciznik on Alex Jones. Et cetera.
None of it is prima facie evidence, however. It’s all hearsay. Every bit of it. No body was ever produced and positively identified.
I can’t prove that my speculations are true either. What I heard is also hearsay. Every bit of it. It’s just a different way of looking at the same situation.
No one will ever be able to prove what is what on this story. No level of ‘proof’ that is offered can ever convince anyone of anything.
If we can understand and accept that, we can elevate the tone to a point where we can dispassionately examine what may be true, and contemplate alternative explanations that, while they may be unpopular, could nonetheless provide new insights.
WHAT IF IT IS TRUE AFTER ALL?
We can prove the Rockefeller Faction financed Hitler in the early 20th century and imported all the German tradecraft after World War II with Project Paperclip. This tradecraft includes the most highly effective propaganda techniques the world has ever known.
These guys have made a cottage industry out of being several steps ahead of everyone else. Even when you think you know what they’re up to, they’re already working on some other way in which they can seed new disinformation into the mix.
Imagine now that there was a treasonous collaboration with Bin Laden all along. Imagine that there was never a falling out with “Tim Osman” after he first was trained and financed by the US to fight the Soviet Union in Afghanistan.
Imagine that there are rooms where everyone laughs about how deluded the ‘sheep’ really are. Where the most seemingly violent enemies are actually back-slapping, butt-kissing buddies.
I CAN BUY IT
Given what we already know, I can totally ‘buy’ the idea that Bin Laden was very good at what he did, was a great employee, and was promised he would be kept alive as a thank-you for all his hard work.
9/11 was definitely not done by a bunch of jihadists with box-cutters. The operation was highly sophisticated, and I have heard that multiple methods were used to literally ‘dustify’ the buildings and leave nothing but a handful of I-beams that were quickly carted off.
People don’t accept the obvious flaws in the 9/11 story because of fear.
If “The Government” did 9/11, that is a terrifying place to go within yourself.
It’s a place you’re not willing to go unless your life is already so messed up that you don’t really care about the feeling of hopelessness, paranoia and terror it creates in you — at least at first.
THE ULTIMATE ROCK STAR
9/11 bought the Rockefeller Faction the time and money they needed to jump-start the war machine, refinance the ailing defense contractors, and attempt to pass new laws that could have created a global fascist dictatorship — to try to fulfill their plans for a New World Order.
I can totally buy that part of the gratuity Bin Laden was offered for his role in “the greatest science fiction story ever told” was a masterful propaganda campaign — in which multiple doubts were seeded, at the very highest levels, to make it all but a certainty in everyone’s mind that he had died long ago.
Similarly, the story was allowed to completely die in the mainstream media — hence the sarcastic term “Osama Bin Forgotten.”
Imagine how many suicide bombers could be inspired to kill themselves by meeting the ultimate “rock star” of terrorism in person. Speaking with him. Shaking his hand. Getting a big smile and a pat on the back. Bonding with him as a surrogate father — after your real father was long since dead from sectarian violence.
THE BEST WAY TO MANUFACTURE AN ARMY OF ‘USEFUL FOOLS’
It takes a lot to get someone to offer their own life and risk the most hideous, prolonged torture.
What better incentive can you offer than to keep the ultimate “rock star” of terrorism alive? The Greatest Devil the West Has Ever Known — a Freedom Fighter now there to be their friend, teacher and father figure?
This makes perfect sense from the negative elite’s perspective. They love to be behind the scenes, treating people as completely expendable, pitiful and worthless — and enjoying the sarcastic pleasure of tricking them on the most profound levels possible.
By keeping Bin Laden alive, they could create an army of Useful Fools. All these people are actually doing the dirtiest of dirty jobs for the very group they hate the most — and they are totally clueless!
Every time they blow themselves up, they generate even more money for their hidden masters — by keeping oil prices high.
It’s sick. It’s sarcastic. And it’s exactly how the negative elite love to work. They love to have things going on that are so odious, so treasonous, so revolting that no one will believe it even after they find it — because it’s just too repulsive.
The real question we all need to ask ourselves, in my opinion, is why we are being confronted with these thoughtforms — over and over again? What in us is causing this ‘mirror’ to appear out there in the world?
SHOCKED THE INISDER WORLD
I do believe Bin Laden’s apparent assassination has shocked the insider world, based on what I’ve heard and how it resonates with my own internal BS-meter.
These insiders do not like Obama. Not one bit. There is no point in arguing with them, and I don’t. Their opinions are too entrenched. I just listen to what they have to say and make up my own mind about what I choose to believe.
The insiders did not want to give Obama anything whatsoever that would inspire the public to like him. Not a single shred of good news — and certainly nothing like this. They work overtime to keep the hate as high and as violent as possible.
I’ve been hearing all kinds of stories about how they wanted him to get thrown out over the birth certificate issue, or assassinated, or have an untimely ‘accident,’ et cetera. They’ve even worked an Obama assassination into The Event, as the next article will reveal.
ARE YOU DOING YOUR JOB?
The whole game is for you to hate the president.
If you do hate the president, you’re exactly where they want you to be.
All your energy is directed on one target, one focal-point, who can easily be killed, sidelined or voted out of office.
More importantly, you hate. You engage in it. You live in it. You feel it. You obsess on it.
Hate is your life, your passion and your focus. It’s your campaign — and you need everyone to agree with you because you are so outraged.
Guess what? You are right where they want you to be. You are a perfect product of your conditioning. You are doing your job as a foot-soldier for the elite.
They do things to make you mad… so that you will be mad. That’s the whole point.
You are actively maintaining the very state of consciousness that ensures we will need further death and destruction offered to us before we will awaken to loving-kindness — as a planet.
THE REAL ISSUE IS HOW YOU THINK AND FEEL
The real issue is not politics. It’s not who is in office. It’s how each of us choose to think and feel about ourselves, and how we in turn treat others.
Disclosure is ultimately about discovering that we are at a very early stage of human evolution — and are being inspired to push to the next level.
If you want to evolve to a higher spiritual level, you have only two options:
1. You can shoot for 95-percent service to self. This is impossible to achieve without raping, torturing and killing people on a mass level. If you don’t have the stomach for that, you are wasting your time by doing anything negative.
2. You can shoot for 51-percent-or-more of service to others — which involves being compassionate, friendly and supportive.
This is actually far more difficult than the negative path, in many ways — because it necessitates that your own Ego — the identity you have enjoyed your entire life — will be humiliated, crucified and completely destroyed… to pave the way for a greater manifestation of who you really are.
Those are your choices. It’s all spelled out in the Law of One series. If you choose the negative path, you’re going to have to balance it out in later lifetimes and go positive anyway — so you save yourself a lot more time by doing it now.
51 percent is the minimum you need to graduate — but obviously the farther you go, the closer you are to re-aligning with your true essence.
IT IS POSSIBLE
It is possible to become a true pillar of strength and a beacon of light for others. It is possible to make contact with your Higher Self, discover your greatest Purpose and embody that creativity and inspiration in everything you think, see and do.
To liberate yourself from fear is to embrace truth. To embrace love. To embrace Identity — in the greatest sense.
So I leave you with these questions:
Who are you?
Do you have enough courage — enough trust — enough faith — to become who you really are — by maintaining a positive, loving, supportive attitude towards yourself and others?
Are you aware that your ego — your personality self — is being utterly crucified? Is it clear to you, yet, that your ego cannot possibly survive this ordeal?
Do you understand what may be in store for you if you stop fighting the inevitable — and allow that shell you built around your heart to break open?
Can you see love where others only see hate? Are you a beacon of hope for others — who are not yet capable of understanding that they are being crucified, or that anything positive could ever come from all of this?
Are you creating your own Ascension, right now, by the state of consciousness you choose to maintain in your life?
Think about it — and we’ll talk soon.